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(if by any chance you missed the greatest event of 2011, you can start reading it here, where the first lerrnstory starts)

x0a, y3g, me, y7s, z3b and y9a, we are still playing the same game we started last week. the seventh inner player was a server. it was difficult to find a lplayer so close of us. well, the game is a game, all games start and end. probably youtch play often this game too.
i haven't told youtch what happened during our first contact. i believe youtch are going to find that more interesting. our other tasks were still ocurring but x0a and y3g looked back at me and our eyes crossed again, i must say they crossed the same way when i opened the door to them, i mean we looked at each other trying to find thoughts behind the blue eyes of x0a and green eyes of y3g. no electronic devices but our own clothes were connected. youtch know why: all exterior factors were still maintaining our inner body, a connection between both is so permanent we say we're off even when we're still on. off. on.
my heart beats for y3g. i am still wondering why she prefered to choose x0a instead of me. it's an awkward question, when i met her they were already cfriends. but still i kept trying to dissuade her from being with x0a, until i become friend of x0a and now i can't keep doing something i know he wouldn't like. but i am not doing anything wrong with my conscience while looking at her eyes and her face. beauty industry made, i know that. she is my model, once we both went in a spa_c and she asked my opinion about what changes she could make that would most please x0a. well, i gave her my sincere opinion, now i know it's completely the opposite of my now best friend. x0a had the opportunity once to tell me he felt embarassed to go out with y3g. but not now anymore. what's interesting is the fact what embarasses him is precisely what i chose and insisted to do because it's exactly what pleases me. but if he's not pleased, why he insists? with so many lfers in the world, reason reccomends to be with who makes us happy, who we make happy, not exactly what only makes us happy, but what creates long term relationships, no matter if friends, cfriends, zfriends.
but i am lost in my thoughts and forget to tell youtch what we did. we decided to drink tea.
a nice evening, you know?
i set up a fire and we kept around it, inside our pajamas, drinking tea all night long. not the entire night, no, on some point of the night we decided to close our direct contact, they ended first, i had to go clean the cups and plates and the teapot. everything cleaned, i closed direct contact also and went inside on reality again.
- do you remember when we were on the beach?
- no, why?
- y2s sent me a message to see her on the same place, but i don't remember it well.
- go to your history. there you can find something that helps you remind it. maybe you can find precisely that sequence.
- i think you are asking too much, you know?
- i don't know why, our systems are becoming faster.
- that depends on your database definition. my definitions are low on precision and high on information.
- i understand you, i used chaotic definitions once also... but replaced it immediately. i was always lost, it's impossible to find something useful inside.
- that's your opinion. i love it. there, inside the chaos, there's where i find the most useful ideas.
- you still look for ideas? ideas for what?
- interesting point. i don't know. all i can tell you is the fact when they come i am happy for discovering them. sooner or later, they become useless and i look for different ones.
- and i keep using my own ideas instead of trying to find them
- what's the difference?
- i don't know, but it's different. instead of trying to discover something new, i use the concepts already decided before. i don't waste so much time
- and since when you waste time?
- ah! you got me. you are recalling some older discussions. the clock is working, seconds never go faster or slower. we can't waste time. but we can tfly
- when was the last time you did that?
- stop with that. i know perfectly well you already know i am on a tflight right now.
- sorry, i didn't know that. why do you think so?
- i am reading your mind, the exact same way you are reading mine.
- now it's you who is making me laugh. i can't do that.

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